She said I'd find love soon, but I think I already have. Not just idol teen infatuation, but full-blown love. And I wish Jeremy felt the same way. Hell, I don't even think he "likes" likes me, but a girl can dream. Oh god, how a girl can dream...

I've started to wonder what qualifies as love. Does it have to be mutual? I know it wasn't when Bre and Jeremy were going out, but was it love then? Or just infatuation? But if their mere presence lifts your heart in ways you've never felt before, that's got to be love, right? Garg, I love not knowing, but enjoying their company, free from pressure. I just wish Scott, Andrea, Bre, Jeremy, and I could all hand out happily together. Jeremy can't stand to be with Bre or Scott, and for good reason. Bre doesn't like Andrea, because she took Scott from her. I'm happy to be with all of them, but, of course, no one cares about that...