First off, if you're reading this and you're someone I know, please stop reading now. If you truelly are a friend, you will stop reading. All the information I wish to share will be posted on the Band Bus. This blog is just for me, and perhaps someone who I trust completely. There are things I'll say on here that I never wish others to see, but that must be said. When I look back at my blog over the years, I want to know what I truelly felt, not the emotions that I've smoothed over, sugar coated, and pacified in the presents of others. This blog is for the raw emotions. So, first off...

Bre--quit being such an ass. You're ignoring all your friends, and sooner or later, you're going to loose them. I can scarcely take it anymore, and I know Scott feels the same way. And quit ignoring Jeremy!! If you're going to keep him from me, you at least better show him decency. I once enjoyed your quirkiness, but now I just find it annoying. Stop it.

Jeremy--I told you I liked you, but I failed to specify how much. A month ago, I would've left it at "like", but it's progressed far beyond that now. I think I love you. I know you're going out with Bre. I know you don't feel the same way about me. I wish I could change how I feel. I really do. But I can't, mostly because I don't want to. Even though this isn't a mutual feeling, it still feels good on my end. But why won't you leave Bre?? She jerks you around and treats you like dirt! She doesn't even love you! Look around! There's someone who does. Why don't you see that?

Andrea--I've know you since 4th grade. Well, I've known you before that, but you became a friend that year. For some reason, I'm always going to think of you as my childhood friend. Everything you're doing now is just...well, creepy. Just don't do anything, um...that you may, uh, "regret". And don't forget about me when you move, because I know I won't forget about you.